She died in the cruellest of ways An undeserved death for the person she was for the lives she'd changed and the friends that loved her unconditionally. It was like the world had been torn to shreds. Even after she died she didn't get the dignity she deserved. Her cold lifeless body left on the cold hard ground, untouched. Just a thin, dirty sheet shielded others from seeing her body, She lay there three days, treated without respect, without care. Eventually she was taken away, put in an ambulance and driven off Her friends, the people she cared for and loved not even able to say goodbye one day she had been there, the next she was gone. Their tears fell unrelenting, feeling the pain she could not express. The people that loved her most fought for the truth they were hungry for justice. But there were others, bigger , with more power who were bent on covering up the crime, so the dark side of humanity prevailed. A beautiful soul died that day, it shouldn't have happened. A beautiful soul was left out in the cold, it shouldn't have happened. A beautiful soul was disrespected, it shouldn't have happened. but the beautiful soul remained a beautiful soul nonetheless. She had so many goals, aspirations, wonderful things to come in her life , it was merely beginning. But her dreams, her life were cut short by the punishing and inhumane world she lived in. The world in which she lived wasn't designed for such a kind and generous soul, she had so much to live for, but too many people were intent on destroying her flame, And that is why an Angel died on the desperate, and doom ridden day.
I wish you knew that every night as my tears fall they fall only for you I wish you knew of the nights I've spent stupidly thinking of you and all we could be I wish you knew how I completely love you with every last part of me and how it pains me that you will never love me like I love you I wish you knew how much it hurts thinking of your stupid smile your loving soul how you make me laugh and the butterflies I feel just thinking of you but it's no use us doesn't exist only in my head its a lonely reality I know you said you love me but that's as a best friend and I wish you knew how much I hope each time you say I love you That it's the same way I do and I wish you knew that I wonder all the time if I will forever love you worried that I will never get over you at all
Fragile and shattered like fragments of scattered glass cracked and broken lay the shell of her former self for she wore her demons like clothes the lines and creases on her face told the story of her past the blinding and foolish emotion known as love had hurt her one too many times yet she loved him still through everything she was too cracked and broken for him to see that he was the missing piece of her almost perfect puzzle and instead of fixing her he left her, broken and open afraid that if he stayed he would shatter her more by abandoning her he left her hurting left her defeated and broken. she would never be whole again part of her would forever be gone but it was this imperfection that made her simply perfect If only she had seen that was the case then she wouldn't have remained as broken as she did